Happy new year!!
It is officially 2013 and with this new year it brings a sense of a fresh start and a new beginning for many. The resolutions are made and hope is restored. I'm now over halfway through my final year of high school and the pressure is weighing on me and my peers, but my 'resolution' is to stay determined and strong and keep focused on the end goal. In all teenagers lives there is always drama, even if you do your best to avoid it, and sometimes this drama and negativity becomes so overwhelming that you lose sight of what is really important. For me, my goal is to stay focused on my school work and ensure i leave school in a few months knowing i gave it everything i had and left my little mark on the school. My main downfall is i have trust issues and when i try and overcome this i am always reminded by the people around me why its best that i dont trust anyone (except my mum of course), but when i become depressed about not having true friends which i can trust i always remember that some people are meant to stay in your life and others are just passing through, but all of these people leave some kind of mark in your life whether negative or positive and it is important to realise that they were apart of your life for a reason. Whether to support you and love you, or to try and bring you down which should ultimately make you stronger they were there for a reason, and at 15 years old i have so much more ahead of me and im going to meet so many new people over the next year especially when i start college and new people will come into my life and those who tried to bring me down will be gone. As cliche as it may sound this new year has just made be step back an revaluate who i am and who i want to be and the impact that i want to have on peoples lives, no matter how much negativity someone me i want to inspire and have a positive impact on their life.
I know this post is very deep and emotional but i think the new year triggers the same kind of feelings in everyone. So i wish everyone a happy new year and hope you achieve everything u have worked for.
Tuesday, 1 January 2013
Happy new year!!
Friday, 6 April 2012
we have all seen the magazines where a celebrity has been photographed at an awful and unfortunate moment and their cellulite covered thighs are plastered all over the covers, we then look at these magazines and cant believe how CELEBRITY'S could ever have it and its the most shocking thing in the world. Later on that day as we are getting changed we catch a glimpse of ourselves in the mirror and see the the disturbing bumps known as....cellulite! Then we on on the internet an look on Google images for pictures of celebrity's with cellulite to make us feel better about ourselves. (Im not the only one, am i?) I am a 14 year old girl and i have pretty bad cellulite on the backs of my thighs. I hate, as does every other women. However, i want us to really think about why we obsess over it, i mean its not that big of deal! So we are never going to look like Beyonce, im sure she has some somewhere on her body. At the end of the day ladies, we may not have the tightest and firmest of bums but we are perfect even with cellulite!
Stay happy and healthy,
Tuesday, 27 March 2012
Today's post is all about friends! Unfortunately i dont have any friends that i would class as true and trustworthy people. Sad i know. However, i think it is very hard to find people which you can truly connect with and trust 100% because in today's society people are to involved in themselves to care about someone else and would stab their best friend in the back if it meant more success for them. I dont trust anyone completely except my family because i see it as if you dont trust anyone you aren't giving them the ammunition to hurt you. Its wrong to think like but i cant help it, its the way i am. I have a friend now that i used to class as my best friend but now everything's changed. We haven't had some bitchy argument or anything because that is just pathetic but we have just grown apart and no longer have anything in common and i know that given the chance this person would try to ruin me if it meant she got higher. The only reason we stay friends anymore is because its easier, we will finish school in just over a year and then we will have nothing to do with each other. Its sad. It gets me down sometimes that i have no one to talk to my own age and gossip with about boys and clothes, i would love to find just one person that i could say i trust and couldn't see myself being without. I guess that will come with time and meeting new people. The best advice i can give is that if you are reading this and thinking about someone that u trust and cherish and know would never try to hurt you then dont let them go because good friends are hard to come across these days.
Stay happy and healthy,
Sunday, 18 March 2012
Now i dont know if this only applies to me (im sure it doesn't, but sometimes it feels like it) but doesn't it get you so down and depressed when the people around you expect you to know what to do all the time? At 14 my life has barley begun, i have so many things i want to try and mistakes that i WANT to make in order to learn from and become stronger. The trouble is, is when people around you, in my case friends, think that you have the answer to everything, that i cant be wrong and should be able to solve any problems which they have. I dont know all the answers, no-one does, and i dont want to!! I'm 14 and have so much ahead of me and the message im trying to get across is that, dont let other peoples expectations of you rule how you feel. Dont let the pressures that people put on you change how you think and see things, because the truth is, is that they blame you for their troubles and their mistakes because you always manage to make it through yours!!
Okay, enough with the heavy and meaningful crap.
Stay happy and healthy,
Saturday, 17 March 2012
Teachers breathing down my neck constantly with either of these two things:
- "You have a exam in a few weeks, u need to revise!"
- "You really need to start thinking hard about what you want to do when you leave school, you only have a year left!"
So yeah. Stress levels have been high recently. (HA! like i could be stressed!). Anyway i just wanted to make a few excuses for my absence and announce my return to the blogging world. Hope that anyone out there reading my blog are sticking with me.
Stay happy and healthy,
Saturday, 18 February 2012
Now i think its safe to say that all teenagers have the problem of their parent(s) trying to wrap you in bubble wrap to stop all you from experiencing life and the cruel things it brings. If your parents aren't like that an are really easy going, then we hate you!
(Only joking....sort of)
Anyway, i can really sympathize with those of you suffering with overprotective parents. My mum, god bless her, she smothers me to death! Only in the past couple of months has my mum let me go into town with a friend, and even then she has to drop me off pick me up and know exactly what i'm doing. Then when i moan at her for not lettin me just do my own thing and make mistakes she comes out with "you will understand when you have kids".... really mum, your talking to a 14 year old girl about kids!! I have no idea what that is like and dont want to know for MANY MANY years, so how is that helpful to me at this point in my life? It isn't! Im not saying i want to go out getting drunk and causing trouble, i just want to tell say to her im going into town for a bit ill be back soon. Is that so much to ask?
To be honest though i can kick and scream but its like to talking to a brick wall, somehow she always manages to turn it round on me and make me feel guilty!
Oh well, im never going to be allowed to have a social life until im about 40! i love my mum to pieces but god she can be annoying! Dont you just love the stupid little dramas of a teenagers life?
Wednesday, 15 February 2012
as i have said in a previous post, i am on half term break. To the majority of teenagers this should sound like paradise, no teachers, no uniform, just you and your friends hanging out. If only that was the case for me. You see my mum works during the day and so does my brother so i have the house to myself, this should be the time where i relax eat all the food in the house and watch rubbish television, but that's just not me. I like being out, even if its only going to the supermarket, i hate being stuck indoors not doing anything!! I get so bored! The solution to this problem would be ringing up some mates and going into town for a bit, however when you have an EXTREMELY overprotective mother the chances of having a social life of any kind is ruined. Don't get me wrong i love my mum to pieces but for someone like me who gets restless and bored very quickly staying in and waiting till she gets home is not what i call fun. So there you go, that is how i have spent my day, doing absolutely nothing! I know i shouldn't complain, but hey I'm a teenager its what we are programmed to do.